Crossroads

Its seems that things are at a crossroads. A tipping point between spiritual life and death for someone that I love. It’s hard because there is nothing I can say or do about it but pray. It just hurts that one of my friends has to go through these hard situations. But that is life on a fallen world. Unfair.

The Roots of Faith

Wow what a weekend! What joyous times God blessed me with. Even though I am dealing with some internal struggles I was able to just let loose and have fun with great people. I have been getting so sick of doing the same old thing and this weekend was a nice change of pace. Overall I am just praying that being that it is Easter week and Good Friday is coming up , that I am convicted in fully recognizing and reconfirming the roots of my faith and solidifying my belief in the sacrifice that Jesus Christ endured to save mine and everybody Else’s sinful lives. I feel that repentance is necessary and plan to undertake that unpleasant but freeing process. Once the filth is done and gone then I can fully embrace the love and joy of the promises that are set forth for me and my life. Praise Be his name!

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.”- Psalm 23:1-3

Life is a blessing

What I take out of tonight is that it Feels darn good to give especially knowing someone was blessed without knowing it was you who blessed them. And that I don’t think I do it enough with all of the distractions of this world and getting caught up in things that aren’t important. I think part of it also is that Sometimes I am frustrated because I feel that people may think my intentions are in the wrong place but in some ways I think they don’t get me and how my intentions are right and pure. I know all of this is inconsequential but what I truly take and know is that I am blessed by God to even be able to experience life and I am commissioned by him to “love thy neighbor as thyself” so I feel in some ways that in any way I can, I want to bless others for I feel blessed. And I think God will do amazing things if I truly take this command to heart. At the least I want others around me to know what true love is even if I have a hard time showing it.

My new favorite song

I can’t get this song out of my head it is amazing!

Artist:
Robbie Seay Band
Album:
Give Yourself Away
Song:
Song Of Hope (Heaven Come Down)
All things bright and beautiful You are All things wise and wonderful You are In my darkest night, You brighten up the skies A song will rise I will sing a song of hope Sing along God of heaven come down Heaven come down Just to know that You are near is enough God of heaven come down, heaven come down All things new I can start again Creator, God Calling me Your friend Sing praise, my soul To the Maker of the skies A song will rise I will sing a song of hope Sing along God of heaven come down Heaven come down Just to know You and be loved is enough God of heaven come down, heaven come down Hallelujah, sing Hallelujah, sing Hallelujah, sing

Blessed Journey

Who says joy isn’t possible when going through tough things? From how much I hurt for those who were hurting earlier in the week, I am amazed (i shouldn’t be) of how God moves and works in our lives when we call upon his name. Today was the capper to a very emotional draining week. Albiet a happy one. What I took from today which I considered a blessed day (i suppose every day should be considered blessed) is that GOD will work in us and others if we Pray, do and love. How simple is that? Not so much for me and ill admit it. But oh boy the times that I have talk about eye opening. So I need to do it more, and praise God for what he has done and what he will do in mine and others lives. I am excited for the journey that I am on even knowing that it will be bumpy and I will falter. I just want to come to a place where I am not amazed anymore, that I just know and trust and have faith that God will provide. And that I can praise him even through the hard times.

Done with it

I forsake the enemy and how he is running rampant on all who I love. I guess I should have been prepared for this. I should have known that this is real and the feelings that are being felt and the dissosiation from the truth that is happening was going to happen. But I am human and I am flawed and make my self think that everything is roses which is foolish. It is apparent that the battle has started and I need to man up and put on the armor of rightousness and start using the sword of the spirit. So I pray that I am convicted to pray as much as possible for who I love. That I stop being passive. That I stop letting things go.

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

Ephesians 6:12

Frustrated

Wondering, searching, hoping for something. don’t know exactly what but I want it to shake and move my life. I understand my situation, my life, my friends, my God but for some reason I am plagued with a feeling that there is something more. An inkling of what is to come. I am thankful. I am content. I guess I just don’t see the big picture. Only God knows his plan for my life. And I am not going to lie sometimes I am confused. I think it is a typical normal feeling. I want to help and do. And I know there is work to be done here. Just need to pray for an opportunity.