Life unexplained
Why does life sometimes seem to be soo darn frustrating and complex? I mean even internally the light and easily explainable feelings I have seem to be turning into a complex primordial soup. I feel like a woman (no dis intended for you women) I just i don’t know, I have been playing this game for literally years now and it has started to turn into a sham and hints of desperation. I don’t know if it is worth playing anymore. I mean why when you suck at it or when it seems like I am looking for a Red Sox fan at Yankee Stadium. The results aren’t there. Time to try something new. Or don’t try at all I suppose. I am tired of trying to fit in a box that refuses to contain me. Sometimes I feel this is all a test and somehow I will come out better because of it. But I have yet to feel “better” and I am tired of feeling tested. I know i am probably making to much of nothing but it has been a long time and it’s making me wonder is it really worth it?
The Broken Missionary 